**RUE (v.) being sorry for something that you've done because it has unpleasant results
Learning that you have made a bad choice--
that's what sucks.
You can blame yourself for letting your guards down.
You can blame the situation.
You can blame everyone--
but you can never make it undone.
All that's left for you to do is to pick yourself up again.
Start from square one.
Battle it off for survival.
For sometimes, we learn the hardest
and the most painful lessons of our lives in a flash.
They beat us up in surprise.
We can never be ready for that.
Yet, there's nothing else to do but to get through it--