Who is Miss Glitchee?

WHO IS MISS GLITCHEE™?
I am who I am, I am in the act of creating myself, and I can only do that in the space of who I am not--
and so I have carefully created who I am not in order to experience who I actually am.^^

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

PAPA'S LITTLE GIRL**


I am a self-confessed papa's little girl--
and that is something I am very proud to be.
That's one of my most favorite versions of me.
When I was younger, my mama would always jealously joke proclaiming that I love my papa more, which of course is not true.
First, because I love my mama with all my heart.
And second, because  my mama would surely see this as well. :)



My papa and I almost share the same birthday,
I was born only a few hours before his special day.
I am his first child,
and so I always believe that I am special to him.
I am his favorite, everyone says so as well,
but my papa is just so modest to admit it--
well at least that's what I think.^^
(excuse me little sister and brothers)
Chaffing and bias aside, 
my papa has always been a fair and loving father to all of us,
always in the middle, not meddling, not overmastering.



I always believe in my papa.
When my papa says there are no ghosts--
which is the thing I am most scared of childishly,
I instantly become braver, for my papa says so.
When he says I can be the top of my class or
I could win the first prize because I am better than all the other kids,
I at once turn into an Einstein, just because my papa believes so.
When he says I can do something,
surprisingly like a magician and his abracadabra,
I could definitely do so.



My papa is a man of few words,
so when he speaks we all listen.
He is always a step forward,
he always considers and decides with reasons.
My papa is a man of values, of honor and of dignity.
Yeah, that may sound hard core-- but it is indeed very true.
He prizes his standards highly and
stands for them as much as he can.
He is a man that honors his words.
He keeps his promises, no matter what it takes.
He seldom falters.
And as he always says--
we should be extra careful choosing and adopting
the principles we want to live by, and once we did,
we must never waver and have the heart to uphold them.
He is my role model, my prototype of an ideal guy.



My papa is my superhero.
He scares me at times--
like I am terrified to fall short of what he expects of me. 
And yet I feel safe all the time knowing
that if in any way I fail, he will,
as he always had, have my back.
He makes me want to be better to deserve his pride.
For there is no feeling more lifting in this world than of my papa being so proud of me, boasting about the little things I have done.
The least I can do is try my hardest not to disappoint him,
(which I think I more often do than I want to)
for my papa, as in any superhero, has never let me down.



It is indubitable how much I admire and respect my father,
but how can I not?
He managed a family that I adore with all of my heart,
he loved and protected my most favorite people in this world.
I LOVE MY PAPA--
and somehow that will always be an understatement.
And so on his very special day,
I wish nothing but more happiness for him,
more love, better health and the same old him--
the best man in the world.^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA.
I love you and I am proud and blessed to be your little girl.^^


**for the greatest father in the world on his birthday^^


EPILOGUE:

Aside from being the best father in the world, my papa is an equally good and loving husband to my mama, which of course I think are co-requisites--a good man, a loving husband, a wonderful dad.
I had this conversation with him a few weeks back about infidelity and this is what he said:

Me: Pa, have you ever cheated on mama?
Papa: No, never.

Me: Have you thought of it?
Papa: (shook his head, paused and thought reconsidering)
Temptations come, but I dare not to entertain it.

Me: Well, how could you not?
Papa: Three things.
First, I love your mama and all of you my children and you wouldn't want to hurt the ones you love don't you?
Second, I am scared of no man, but I am terrified of a woman, so I would never dare give her a reason to be angry.
Third, because I am sure that if I did, she would know. She will ask and I will never be able to lie to her, that I cannot do.


Did I mention that I love my papa?^^

Monday, April 15, 2013

IN YOUR ARMS**


IN YOUR ARMS

Too much of you baby gets a hang on me
Too much of you lately sets my heart on glee
Yes I want to be with you, oh can't you see
Just take some time and look through me

I've been alone for  awhile, now set me free
From these chains that I've built inside of me
You see I was scared and I thought I shouldn't try
But for you I am willing now to cross that line

Oh I can't pretend anymore I don't love you
No I can't hide anymore what I'm going through
Oh my baby in your arms there's tomorrow
And now I'm willing to let go of sorrows

So come and drive me now away from these
Come let's share all our love and live in bliss
For nothing in this world right now I'd wish
But to be in your arms , to be in these arms just like this

Oh I can't pretend anymore I don't love you
No I can't hide anymore what I'm going through
Oh my baby in your arms there's tomorrow
And now I'm willing to let go of sorrows

In your arms baby
Right where you're holding me
In your arms baby
In your arms I see
In your arms baby
All I want to be
Is to be in your arms arms arms
To be in your arms
Right here with me.


**song written on 13 April 2013

I SHOULD HATE YOU MAYBE



I SHOULD HATE YOU MAYBE

I thought what I had is gem
I thought what I need is you
I thought we can pull this through
But I'm wrong and you're nothing
But a shame for loving

Cause you lied when you said you love
And you lied every time you look at me
You lied every time you kissed me
So maybe maybe maybe
I should hate you maybe maybe

You thought that I am your fool
You thought I'll just stick with you
You thought I can't go on without you
You are wrong and I'm stronger
That I can just leave you anytime


Cause you lied when you said you love
And you lied every time you look at me
You lied every time you kissed me
So maybe maybe maybe
I should hate you maybe maybe

Maybe I tried too much
Maybe I should have not
Maybe you thought you won this
But baby you're wrong
I am better than all these
And now I can go on with my life


Cause you lied and you said you love
And you lied every time you look at me
You lied when you said you love me
You lied every time you kissed me
Ohh you lied, you lied
So maybe maybe maybe
I should hate you maybe maybe

I'm so sure I'm better lately
Now that I hate you maybe maybe
I'm so sure I'm better lately
When I hate you maybe maybe



**song written on January 2013